Tears and Rain

How I wish I could walk through the doors of my mind;

Hold memory close at hand,

Help me understand the years.

How I wish I could choose between Heaven and Hell.

How I wish I would save my soul.

I'm so cold from fear.

I guess it's time I run far, far away; find comfort in pain,

All pleasure's the same: it just keeps me from trouble.
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So I took what's mine by eternal right.

Took your soul out into the night.

It may be over but it won't stop there,

I am here for you if you'd only care.

You touched my heart you touched my soul.

You changed my life and all my goals.

And love is blind and that I knew when,

My heart was blinded by you.

I've kissed your lips and held your head.

Shared your dreams and shared your bed.

I know you well, I know your smell.

I've been addicted to you.

I have been quite addicted to James Blunt’s Back to Bedlam, it is really quite wonderful. Well the truth is, it is a bit depressing, but since things have not been exactly blissful lately, it suits my mood flawlessly. These are from two of my favorite songs and I can relate to them completely.

On a happy note only 5 more weeks of classes!!! Within those exclamation points lie an assortment of feelings: happiness, exhilaration, pleasure, fear, anxiety, dread… This is what I have worked so incredibly hard for, but how can it be over? This is me: learning, school, knowledge, stress (lol) what am I going to do once it is truly done? Yet, with graduation day almost upon me I am so ecstatic, can I have truly made it? Only 53 days, 0 hours, 10 minutes and 26 seconds to go…